Why do I write about you?
Because I want you to exist as I see you :
Beautiful, broken, sharp edged, honest, clear -
That is my selfishness.
Why do I write about you?
Because I want you to live in my world :
Quiet, grey, sharp, bright, confused -
This is my curiosity.
Why do I write about you?
To kill you so that you will cease haunting my dreams -
Because I'm sleepless,
Lonely,
Forbidden,
Locked,
A book with blank pages,
A grey blackboard,
A broken pen spilling ink.
Because,
I'm bleeding at the sight of you
And killing you in pages
Seems to be
The only way I can hide.
