Untitled #40

Eyes up please, you've been gone for months

My love, when will you be available outside the crypto world?

It looks like the prized art is to waste your time

And now it's wasting mine;

I know we're close but I'm lonely -

The only reality shared is sex and physical intimacy,

Give me at least a minute, but what if you risk a SOL,

Missing shared reality low-key, so I'll say it slowly:

It was supposed to be me, not the NFTs...

All I see is MagicE morning, noon and night

Could you at least spare me your nights?

It was supposed to be me, not the NFTs...

Now I won't get any attention unless 

I buy a monkey or a divine entity;

It was supposed to be us, not the NFTs...

Time is inconsequential unless there's an auction,

In the end, it's all a gamble and obsession isn't passion.

It was supposed to be us, not the NFTs...

Ledger keeps track of everything but your emotions,

If there'll be no one to use it, why make wealth for generations?

It was supposed to be us, not the NFTs...

We could have had 3 vacations with what's in stock

I can understand passion but it's like sleeping with a rock,

And if this is to continue,

Please just let me know sooner than later.

Untitled #39 : Preaching Self Love

There's one thing I'll never tire of
That's telling you, "I told you so -"
I told you so that - you're enough,
When you're surprised your lover adores each breath of yours;
I told you so that - you're kind,
When you're amazed that the person you nursed back to health remembers you;
I told you so that - loving yourself,
Loving yourself! isn't vanity, honey;
It's sanity.
You have so much love to give around,
You defend those voiceless,
You speak up in front of injustice,
When it's not happening to you.
I'm telling you again sweetheart,
Loving yourself isn't vanity!
Taking care of yourself isn't greed.
Take all my love, his love,
All the love all those numerous people guard in their heart just for you;
Take it and love yourself,
Love yourself, because you've had it hard,
Love yourself, because you had lost, were lost,
Love yourself, because you think you've finally made up your mind,
Love yourself, because we think your birthdays are important,
Love yourself, just for the heck of it,
Love yourself, for us and for you.
I told you so - that loving yourself is not!
Vanity!
It's the only sane thing we can do!
In a world where nothing stays the same,
Other than all of us and our endless,
Endless love for you.

Far away

Untitled #38

I'm obsessed with the way 

My head lies on your chest

How you love all those things 

That I hate about myself

That no one knows, 

And I'm a mess

When I overthink 

All the little things in my head,

You always seem to help me 

Catch my breath

But then I lose it again,

When I look at you, the world ends

I still get so nervous

Because this is more than anything 

That I've ever felt before,

You're everything that I want, 

My fairytale, 

The one I thought I wouldn't find

After all these years of heartbreaks

Someone who is worth the wait.

And I fell in love with the way

You always manage to laugh 

Always at the wrong time

How you do nothing and everything

For hours in a day,

And when I look at you, the world ends

But I'm so in love, just us is enough

This is more than anything 

That I've felt before

I'll cherish every day

Forgive and forget the heartbreaks,

You're everything that I want, 

My modern fairytale.

Untitled #37 - On sanity and a growing belly

You hurt the ones you love the most

To protect others who've not known

The places, the roads, the people they've been;

For a child, you're the most necessary

King -

In their empire of home, learning and play,

They're the prince, princess, never a slave

You're a protector, the shining knight

You're the king, the one who guides

And also the queen, the one who provides -

So you hurt the ones you love the most

With words, with actions, with blows;

You've a child growing in your belly?

They don't know 

A future prince, princess, a unicorn -

It's your child, your responsibility

You'll be a king, a queen, a knight

Even a slave,

To protect their childhood, their teenage,

Just so that they grow up

Sane.