Alone

A fear so irrational,
It slides in like Fate,
It tells you things,
Whispers like Zmey -
Makes you rethink
What you see around,
Wonder what's real,
Or are you really falling down
This giant black hole
Where there won't be any holds,
Nothing to pull out of,
Not on your own -
You wonder if this blackness :
Will it hurt you or not?
Because reality seems slow
Where your mind is not -
Waves of nausea,
Struck on by wind,
Motion and confusion,
No balance again -
Something is wrong,
You just don't figure out,
Till the last moment
When you find you are -
Alone.