Thunder

Clouds rumble overhead,
Thunder is loud,
The rain starts pouring,
As my tears too fall.

I stare up at the night sky.
Clouded in glory.
Wondering - why
You are doing this to me?

Realization strikes clear
With the next thunder I hear.
I'm not what you want -
Lightning strikes my heart.

I fix the smile firm upon my face,
Changing my mindset's not new to the day,
I will be what you want
As I am to others.

I wished for more, had a goal
But was a fool to ever think so.