Part of a conversation I had with a friend. The question was "Why is it like that?" That being why we sometimes fall in love with the person you least expect yourself to be in love with. And this was the reply.
"I am totally lost to a guy who is the epitome of what I was and am scared of and fear and dislike. And yet he makes me look beyond the hazy smoky exterior to a blinding chaos of colours which is inside, which is what I never expected to find anywhere, which can calm me and excite me, which can quite well destroy me because I have given up so much...that he doesn't know or pretends he doesn't know.
That is a person with whom I never expected to fall in love.
It can happen. Sometimes. But it happens.
It's not why it should be like that. It's sometimes like that. No one knows why I guess :)"
