I'm looking at you
For that one sign
My mistake I know
But it's not mine alone!
It's not like you were there
Holding my hand through it all
No, you were not there
Not when I cried my heart out
Still I'm asking forgiveness
Because I don't want this fight
It's not that I wanted this
For 'us' to die
I'm running now
From your taunting voice
Mocking in its sadness
Despairing melodies from so many nights.
I can't stand this anymore
I want out
I'm walking away from my troubles
Because that is my only way out
Is there another?
Tell me if there is
I don't want to be this coward
But I'm no longer his
Wanted to be
Wished to be
But never was
And never will be.
