It’s confusing :
How I want to be alone,
But I don't -
Still I try
Keep company -
Better to disregard
These thoughts in my head ;
Scared, desperate
Tell me why and why -
Stubborn, stupid
Everyone knows and knows -
Distraction
Wanting again and again -
Why this?
Depression :
Friend and foe ?
Escapism -
I try to .
Confusing but new,
This is me now ?
And I don't know how.
