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Don't let me fall apart. 

No. Let me fall apart.

Let me crash and shatter like precious China

That my mother would never take out of the cupboard.

Let me break and become a kaleidoscope of colour.

I just need to know that you'll be there for my metamorphosis.

When my broken bones and punctured lungs pull themselves back together,

When tendons crunch and grind in the agony of pulling themselves together

Much like a werewolf turning human,

Forming new human parts and a stitched up heart.

I just need to know you'll be there for my metamorphosis.

You don't need to not let me fall apart.

Let me fall. I can catch myself. 

I just need to your hand is there to hold.

I just need to know that even if there is no rainbow,

And even if this storm never ends,

And I never learn left from right, 6 from 9,

You'll still be there in the end. 

A loving witness till our deaths end.

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Eyes up please, you've been gone for months

My love, when will you be available outside the crypto world?

It looks like the prized art is to waste your time

And now it's wasting mine;

I know we're close but I'm lonely -

The only reality shared is sex and physical intimacy,

Give me at least a minute, but what if you risk a SOL,

Missing shared reality low-key, so I'll say it slowly:

It was supposed to be me, not the NFTs...

All I see is MagicE morning, noon and night

Could you at least spare me your nights?

It was supposed to be me, not the NFTs...

Now I won't get any attention unless 

I buy a monkey or a divine entity;

It was supposed to be us, not the NFTs...

Time is inconsequential unless there's an auction,

In the end, it's all a gamble and obsession isn't passion.

It was supposed to be us, not the NFTs...

Ledger keeps track of everything but your emotions,

If there'll be no one to use it, why make wealth for generations?

It was supposed to be us, not the NFTs...

We could have had 3 vacations with what's in stock

I can understand passion but it's like sleeping with a rock,

And if this is to continue,

Please just let me know sooner than later.