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You thought I'd be the one to stay
But I was the one who disappeared
Our endless talks and music filled loves
It all just vanished without a trace.

Somehow you had yourself convinced
That I'd be honest and real
And when it was my turn to pick
I chose to walk away.

You truly thought I'd leave it behind
For a love that seemed too divine,
Nothing can be this good or true,
I left our song for a more familiar tune.

You thought I'd be the one to stay?
After setting the rules of our play?
You trusted me and lost our game,
Foolish one, I'll still take all the blame.

Impossibility

Dreams ended just like it began
Confusion, pain, a distant hand,
A hazy memory, sleepless nights
Some strange passion?
I cannot understand.

I wish it had been better,
Less painful for you.
The pain for me, it's not new.
I wish I didn't bring out
The worst in you.

Our words echo in my mind,
Lost hopes, long nights,
Can we be friends and not lovers,
Maybe just lovers of the mind?
Your words echo in my mind.

Another dream ended like it began,
Torn hearts, broken cages,
Hardened bodies and scarred faces,
Laughing in hiding, trapped in another reality,
At the real impossibility of us.