Theory of loss

The worst part is realising that you knew it,
That it was over long before you ever let go,
Knowing it isn't meant to be because you won't allow it.
Tragedy striking for simple reasons -
Nothing other than a few "theoretical differences",
"Different thought processes" and "needs",
The "wants" become immaterial here.
The worst part is feeling nothing and wanting to cry,
Cry for a theoretically good loss yet deep inside,
You are scared that you feel nothing at all.